O.M.G!

Well....reality slapped me right in the face again tonight. O you think you're being a good mom...BAM here's a nice big dose of everything you've been over looking.

I can't even put it online. It is awful. I mean nothing is wrong but it is extremely disappointing. But we are handling it tomorrow.

I helped in the nursery tonight at church. It was fun. Much better than sitting in the car. Addison had fun, she got to play instead of sitting in the car with me. We may just start doing this on Wednesday's now.

So I played make up today. I got sucked into watching those youtube videos of those girls that are normal when they start their make up process and freaking models when they are done. (I could feel my brain cells dying listening to this girl talk. I honestly think they were killing themselves. Thinking "clearly she doesn't care about us anymore. listen to what she's watching") Anyway...I did not look like her when I was done...dammit. LOL. At least I still sound smart...sometimes. I didn't even look like the men that do their make up on those videos...drag queens do their make up better than I do. It makes me laugh and makes me sad all at the same time.
Anyway, so I figured I would take some pictures to show you. LOL. So Addison and I played with the camera before bed.

 This was the best one we got. She looks drunk. LOL
I laughed so hard when I looked back at it.

Anyway, so I also did before and after pictures. I can't tell a difference. Dammit. You're supposed to be able to notice a difference. What did I do wrong?! I am bad girl...I am convinced, I am horrible at doing female stuff. GRRRRR.

I love you and miss you so much! Have a good day baby! Good night