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That pretty much sums up my day. We didn't leave the house. We only went outside to walk the dog. It was nice to spend the day with just Addison. Not having anything else to do, we played and talked all day long. I got laundry done, and the kitchen cleaned, even the fridge got cleaned out (it's the small victories that make me happy). Only thing that sucks about the kids being gone and no food in the fridge is...Cheerios for dinner. HA!
But it feels good to want food again. But my head hurts so bad still. It eased up some after I had a little caffeine. But not much. Enough to make it tolerable. It hurts worse when I bend over to pick something up. But I am 80% me...yay!

So....ummmm.....Lily doesn't want to cheer anymore :(
I told her she has to finish out this season and she doesn't have to do it anymore. We had a nice long talk about it. She said it was fun, she used to have fun. Now....they've sucked all the fun out of it and it just sucks.
OOOOOOOOOO the words of an adolescent. They're so eloquent with their words.
I was hesitant for her to do to this. I had a feeling this would happen. I did not expect it to be as intense as it is. But I knew it was a different world from pop warner. I tried to warn her, I tried to tell her it was going to be so much more work. But honestly (and I don't think it is HER coaches) I think how rough the choreographer and apparently one of the other coaches chimes in on our girls but those 2 people are the ones I tell you talk very ugly to the girls. I haven't seen them talk ugly like that to our girls, but I have seen them talk ugly to the other squads. You know Lily, if someone talks ugly to her they are not going to get anything positive out of her. Mattie was telling me a couple days ago that it was really bad at Annabelle's tumbling lesson. Apparently they told a heavier girl that her body type does not allow her to do the same types of things as skinny girls can do. It looks different when they do it and when you do it.
 OMG! I would/will be so angry if I find out that anyone talks to my child like that.
After watching those two coaches, IF Lily does decide she wants to continue with competitive cheer...we will be shopping and auditioning for new cheer teams. She won't be with Davis again. It takes a lot for her to hate something the way she now hates going to cheer. Someone broke my sweet baby and her new found love...

I hope you had a good first day.
Have a good day today! I love you so much!
I cannot wait until you are here and I can actually talk about things like this. Goodnight my love.