day off

What day off?
O you mean extra day to do housework? Got it.

I hate hate hate separating out the meat from BJ's. That is job one you get back. I would rather fold laundry all day long than do that. But...it got done.
Then...I didn't cook dinner. I am ashamed :(
Home all day long and we had raviolis for dinner.

I never did quite recover after that anxiety/panic attack. I still feel anxious and short of breath. O and then come to find out...my Dr isn't at that practice anymore. So now I have to get another Dr. I always hate having to get a new Dr and then try to talk to them about anxiety....it gives me anxiety lol. Because most of the meds they give you for it is actual drugs and I feel like they look at your like you are a big pill head. It's a rough cycle. I guess I'll figure it out. I have to do something...I can't feel like this randomly. It screwed up my entire day.

So I am super bummed...we aren't competing on Sunday...Only the big one on Saturday. SOME of the parents didn't pay all their competition fees...so when it came time for the gym to finalize our spots this weekend they couldn't. Stupid people not paying their stupid dues. Then the people who actually CAN adult...their kids suffer. UGH! Just irritated me.

Poor Addison has her first official diaper rash. I feel so bad for her. She is so miserable. Her diapers have been abnormally disgusting the past couple days and I guess it finally caught up to her poor skin. I put some of that "lotion" I made on it...every other time it has healed spots up real quick. Hopefully it will fix her poor skin. She is miserable. I felt so bad changing her tonight.

Well I hope you have a good day. I love you!!!