the line

So I worked so hard on this stupid schedule and its stupid formatting. I get it done..coach adds the two away game. I get the schedule updated and make it all fit on one page again. I print said schedule...every.single.one had a big yellow line right through my graphics.

I was really upset about the yellow line. I considered sending the file somewhere to have it printed or asking coach if he could print it for me. But when I sent it to Brittany she said "I wouldn't. most of the parents will just throw it away and you will have to remind them of the games anyway"
O crap! I forgot about that. Not all parents are as excited about their kid's sports as I am. Ok...well now I am not as upset about it. Still sucks...just not as bad now.

So I also realized that I am not going to be at practice this weekend and raffle money is due on Wednesday. I have only had one child out of 13 turn in their money. GREAT! Just great!

So, Kelly made me some new shirts tonight. I am excited. I was going to take a picture to show you but my phone is dead so I will just send you a pic in the morning. I am really happy with them. I am going to get her to make the girls some shirts too.


 

Well I talked to Kathi about Stormy being a douche. She said if we wanted she would take him to the next bunny show and try to sell him. She also said she could just take him back and try to resell him and either give us the cash when he is sold or give us another bunny. But idk if I want another bunny. If we are getting another bunny I would rather keep my asshole bunny and see if we can force him to love us. It makes me feel like a jerk if we give him back and replace him. "this one is broken. can I try another please?"
She said she has some teeny tiny ones that we could have. She said they are one 8 weeks old. But I just don't know. I feel bad even getting rid of him. What if he is just depressed. Maybe he doesn't like where his cage is. Maybe he wants to be next to a window or would be happier in the bedroom with me. I will never know if I just give him back. Who knows...I am torn. I like the little jerk, but I wish he liked us too.

So I am terrified of my doctor's appointment. Like 100% terrified. Then I realized tonight...I have never been under anesthesia so that also terrifies me. I understand I won't be aware of what is going on. So I'll go to sleep normal and comfortable. Then I will wake up hating my life because I am in pain? I don't know, and the unknown is what is scaring me. Then, what if mom can't handle Addison? Am I going to be able to actually relax or will I be micromanaging my poor mom all day long?
Ugh! I wish you were here and then I would have so much less to worry about. I could just be a great big baby about myself and not have to worry so much about my actual baby. O well...it will all work right. Hopefully.

Alright well I hope you have a good day. I love you so much!
Good night.