Good Morning

Good Morning My Love!
Sorry I did not write last night. There was just so much going on with that test and preparing for Christian's birthday. Then actually getting to talk to you, I decided to write this morning instead.

Well I boycotted the gym...obviously. I am so exhausted...I almost went anyway but I also overslept and didn't get to eat before I took the kids to school. Because of the issues I've been having with my blood sugar the last thing I want to do is skip a meal and then pass out. That would be bad...but I also want to have a good gap between eating starting anything strenuous or super active, so I decide against it. I will go tomorrow morning when it is not as crazy.

Addison is fighting her nap right now as hard as she can. I wish she would just give it up, we have to go out soon and get Christian's birthday present. As much stuff as I've done for his birthday I didn't get him a gift yet...mom fail. :( He wasn't as excited about the funfetti pancakes as I hoped he would be. O well...I had the best intentions.

This morning has been rough. I am not sure why. I feel like just knowing you are not just a phone call or quick text away...it makes me sad. I have been ok all this time, but now it feels like you are really gone. I'm gonna miss you so much. I love you so much, and I am so thankful everyday that you are in life. Thank you for everything you do.

I love you and I miss you!