cat

So nothing really new worthy today.

I finally cut Chester's nappy parts off of her. So now she has like huge bald spots on her. LOL It's funny to look at her.

Christian had practice. He caught a pop fly to the face. LOL. He's ok. It was full "sandlot" material though. He also has one of the coaches breaking down how he throws which will be good for him. His first knights game is Monday. WHATTTTTT!!!!! Let the summer of baseball officially begin.

So I feel like I was sabotaged with coaching for cheer. I told Lauren I would be her asst. and she mentioned to one of the other coaches (who is not particularly fond of me) that she was going to make me her asst. So the other coach started telling Lauren how it was a horrible idea and I will not be reliable because I work. She should find someone else blah blah blah. Then she refers someone to Lauren to be her asst. I am super bummed, and pretty pissed at Nikki. Like she sent all these texts to Mattie. So I read them. At the time we were like "yay. Lauren's going to ask you to be her asst." then today we find out, after that conversation Nikki referred someone to her to be her asst.
Sucks. But o well. What can I do right?

Loan training was good. I do feel like I learned something. I am not sure what. But there are a lot of seasoned reps in there so it is nice to see how they would handle certain situations. Kind of get different strategies on how to approach things.

So tonight after practice I put Christian to bed and Lily is in the shower. So Chester is in bed with Christian and of course he is super mad because he doesn't want her in there. So I am able to talk him into letting Chester sleep with him until Lily is out of the shower then I'll come back and get her. So Lily gets out of the shower and I go in Christian's room to get the cat and he has her all pulled close to him with his arms around her. MMMMHMMMMMM for someone who was so adamant that they didn't want the cat in their room they sure are snuggled up tight with her. LOL

Anyway, I hope you have a great day! I love you! Good night

mother's day

Mother's Day was good. I missed a call from Mason :( By the time I saw I missed his call and listened to his message it was too late to call him back. I will have to call him tomorrow.
But anyway...I think today went well. Dinner turned out fantastic. Addison loved her first experience with ribs and corn on the cob. She was a pro.
I thought it would be a good idea today to get the outside toys and let the kids have fun today. They stayed outside all day long. Olivia came outside and played in the water with them, it was fun. Until, we were getting ready for bed and christian was so upset. Mother's day you are supposed to spend time with your mother and we played all day. We didn't spend any time with you. I swear sometimes he is so sweet. But I got the house picked up and some laundry done, so it was fine with me if they spent the whole day playing outside.

I realized tonight that today was the first time in a long time that I haven't had any anxiety or panic attacks. I wonder if that means this medication is starting to work. I hope so. Or maybe my day was so stress free that I didn't have any. Who knows. I guess we'll find out tomorrow when my day is back to normal. LOL.

Well I hope you have a good day today. I love you! Good night!

The Finale

It was good. Addison was perfect...Christian was a pain. He had a good time though but he kept running off. There were so many people there...I was so worried he just wasn't going to come back, or he just wouldn't tell me where he was going and would disappear into the bathroom. What if something happened to you!?
The girls did really good! I personally feel they were robbed of their championship. The team that took first place dropped a girl from a stunt and then couldn't get her back up. Our girls were flawless. I keep trying to send you the video on FB but my phone is so dead. It was the best I had ever seen them do. Lauren said it was their highest score too. We got a recognition ribbon for not having any penalties or errors.

Christian's game was cancelled, the other team forfeited. We played the team with the super aggressive coach I was telling you about. Anyway, so we all get there ready to play our game...our whole team was there...the coach sent a message to coach randy who is the baseball coordinator and said he wasn't coming. So coach randy told coach andrew (our coach) so we wait around probably 20 more minutes because a few of their players were there. Then the other coach calls him and says "we're not coming" he said he wasn't playing us today because we are his first game in the playoffs. So because you play us first in teh playoffs you're just not showing up to your last regular season game?! How does that make any sense? And how is that teaching your boy's how to play baseball? It was very frustrating. I mean it personally worked out better for me with cheer and not having Christian with someone else. But it still sucked at the time.

Anyway I hope you have a great day! I love you!!

Wednesday

I think the end of the season has officially set it. Practice was cancelled tonight. I can honestly say I am happy about it. I am so tired. I am ready to be down to one baseball team.

I dont really have much more to say today. It feels like nothing really happens anymore.

I got to hang out with Mattie some today since the big kids were at church. I had no where I needed to rush off to. So that was nice I guess. We picked the kids up from church and came home and everyone went to bed.

My computer is doing some weird things. I am not 100% what is going on. I don't ever do anything on here except pay bills and write you so I don't understand how it could be acting crazy like it is right now.

Alright well I hope you have a good day! I love you! Good night

Guess Who

Charged the computer and can write you again!!! That's right me!

Guess who else gets to go to bed early...yup, me again1

O but guess who washed their 3 white sweaters with red pants. :( yea that is definitely me as well. so now I have awful pink sweaters. I am washing them again with some borax and praying the pink comes out. Because if not I have ruined 3 of my work shirts. UGH!

Not the way I wanted to end my night, but that's what happens when you don't use your brain while washing clothes.

So Ms Addison went to bed super early tonight. She didn't even eat dinner with us. She had a banana and a bottle and went to bed.

which that gave me some nice chit chat time with the big kids. I feel like we got to enjoy each other more.
But other than that tonight was uneventful.

I hope you have a good day! I love you! Good night